emotionless?

hmmm...
I guess I still can't feel that thing called love... haha..
My heart should be torn into pieces right now and I should be crying. But I am not crying and I can't feel anything.
omg.. I should find someone who can make me feel "love" again or I'll be emotionless forever.
Hahaha... this is crazy...
Seriously...
But it's good actually that I can't feel these things.. cuz I think I'll be suicidal if i could...